Friday, July 10, 2009

damnit

believe me, i'd like to use a much harsher word above.

i just found a lump in my breast.  of course it's probably nothing.  but i'm all of the sudden extremely scared, and i can't sleep.

and of course, even if it does turn out to be nothing, i now have to deal with a series of doctors appointments i'd rather not have to go through.

the funny thing is i've always thought, "how would anyone ever be able to feel a lump?" well, i now know.  you can feel it when there's something the size of a pea in there. 

f*&k

3 comments:

Elaine said...

it'll be benign if you need a biopsy! your mom and sis don't have a history right? so im sure it's nothing. And you are too too young.

doctors appt's can suck it. i hate them too.

It's possible that it could go away. maybe its just a lymph node from a viral thing running through your system. people get that under their pits and then they go away.

*hugs*

soniasax said...

i'd be scared, too. but as laney said, it's most likely benign. i hope the doc's appts. aren't too bad. hang in there.

Beth said...

I hope elverything is alright. Keep us updated!